Ok....so here's how it is. I'm extremely worried about Rebecca and wonder if she is still hurting herself. I wish there was some way I could fix that, but I can't do anything or even talk to her because of all that happened before. I can only hope that somehow, somewhere she is going to get help. I've decided to that it is time that I start looking for someone new in my life. I need to find a girl that I can actually be with and see. While I still love and care for Rebecca I know I'll never be able to convince her parents of that. I have to move on and try to find someone who I can actually be with. Things in life like this are so messed up. I pray that Rebecca will be happy in life, but I know I have to move on now. I have a couple of people who'd be willing to go out with me now so I'll have to see how that goes. Maybe something will click and I will be able to forget about the past.
SabinMythril · Thu Oct 26, 2006 @ 09:37pm · 0 Comments |