I have come to an understanding with myself that he never loved me. He is nothing but a user and that is why he is with his ex girlfriend again. The worst part is I found out he was saying all sorts of horrible things about me most of them, lies.
I find lots of the things he's said outrageous. He sold my necklace that I got from my dad (who's no longer here) for a measly 60 dollars and when I gave him 60 dollars to get it back he turned around and bought drugs with it. He has the nerve to bring it up to his new gf and tell her I asked him to do that that and lied about it.
He has said so many other outrageous things it made me sick to my stomach.
It just amazes me that after everything we had been through he could do this to me.
On the other hand, if he could do all that he is a horrible person. There is so much more I can go on about that makes him the loser he is but I feel I've already started to ramble..
Wow it sure feels good to get some of this off my chest. Anyways, if decided I'm going to try the best I can to be a better happier prettier more successful person because I know I deserve and can do so much better! 3nodding
