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If you feel this doesn't concern you then you do not have to respond or even LOOK at it but I gotta say what I feel now...

Every time I think sh*t has died down, I find stuff out a couple of weeks or months later that ppl STILL talk about me to this day! I even just found sumthing out 2day that "sum kids" (as my Dad put it) told their parents about sumthing that I "did" and they ended up telling him that. Look man, I gotta ask, what do you people enjoy out of stuff like that? Does it make you feel better? Do you feel like a God because you think you have control over someone's life? You know what it is really?...it's disgusting. And sick and wrong but sum of u don't seem to see that.
Now, I'm not naming any people because I don't know for sure...but if you KNOW that I'm talking to you then why in the HELL do you constantly DO THAT??
Is it funny? A game? Some kind of joke?
I am NOT an angel. NO. I am not perfect! I...AM...HUMAN. And I MAKE mistakes! I know what I have done in the past and NO I am not proud of certain things but if I can learn to forgive and forget half the stuff sum of YOU have DONE, then why can't sum of YOU DO THE SAME??
Hell, WE ALL DO THINGS THAT WE MAY REGRET IN THE END AND WE MAY WISH WE CAN TAKE IT BACK but guess what...WE CAN'T! Cause it's OVER and DONE with!! Goodness people, can't you guys stop talking about one another (INCLUDING ME)??
Half of you are gossipers, half of you are backstabbers and there are only a few who aren't!
Don't you think that's sad?? Come on people, let's grow up here! Let's stop trying to get BACK AT PEOPLE for "what they did" or trying to put people's BUSNIESS OUT THERE and let's act like f*cking adults! I would think half of you would grow up out that state of mind but I see not.
If it makes you guys feel any better, ERASE ME FROM YOUR MIND! If you can't find anythiing nice to say about me then FORGET ABOUT ME and MOVE ON! There are plenty of other people out there around you. You don't have to waste your TIME and BREATH talking about each other! Find something TO DO! Go read a book! Draw! Listen to music! Just do whatever but stop this sh*t! Okay??
Maybe half of you guys wanna see me dead well then that's fine! I bet if I were gone, half of you would be clapping and doing back flips...and THEN you would STILL be talking about me.
Once again, I don't need NOR WANT MY BUSINESS OUT THERE and I'm sure ALL OF YOU don't want NONE of YOUR SH*T OUT THERE NEITHER! So why do it to someone else?? Why?? Cause it's not YOU??
Damn, that's RIDICULOUS! Having this happen to me (almost CONSTANTLY) is making me regret ever making friends with some of you. Is that what you guys WANT? Cause if so, then it's happening pretty fast. All I'm asking is for the SAKE OF ME (AND TO OTHERS THAT SOME OF YOU TALKED ABOUT)...STOP SPREADING RUMORS, TELLING LIES AND PUTTING PEOPLE'S PERSONAL STUFF OUT THERE. It's not doing you any justice but to make you feel like you got some sorta BALLS for doing it.
Well good for you! You want a prize? A cookie? (no...you can't have a cookie. .__.)
Congrats! You just made YOURSELF look like a jerk and an a**! Tell the audience how you feel!
ALSO, (before I finish)...STOP ASSUMING STUFF TOO! Cause that makes you look like an a** as well.
If you people can, erase me from your minds and keep my name out your mouth if you feel a rumor or my business coming behind it. Cuase I believe half of you think that I put YOUR business out there but guess what...I DON'T! *gasp* Are you guys SURPRISED?? Yeah, truth be told, I try to keep myself outta people's business and I don't say ANYTHING about none of YOURS. So do me a favor (if you're not that much of a horrid person) and PLZ quit it with the LIES, RUMORS, GOSSIP and MY BUSINESS that you guys FEEL LIKE PUTTING OUT THERE!

Once again, srry if it didn't concern you but I just had to make my sh*t known that I'm tired of dealing with the 'so-called-friends' of mine and I'm thinking about getting off of here for good since no GOOD comes from it...I'm out.