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I found this great pic that reminds me of me and my group at school

link whee http://anime.cd/img/boys_be_box.jpg

what dose it tell you if some one gets tired of their own existance. dose it make them a cowared for wanting death? dose it make them weak for thinking such toughts, to dream of a world other than your own? what is the point of life if you feel only pain of being alone and the sting of people's hate? those are the questions I wish I had answers too.

I ask these questions because I am one of the people that have grown tired of this world. traped in the shadows...

all I truly wish for is that those I chose to protect are happy and free, even if it distroys me in the prosses. I cannot say I love them because I never truly known what it is, but I will protect them even if it ment my life. as lone as I am needed I will protect them.

I have excepted that I always be alone and in darkness, sad and pathetic isn't it, and yet I use it to my advantange and turned my heart to ice. Ironic right?

my kin are ignorant to the damage they've done to me and the pain they caused. all they see is an illusion, a faluse merror image. and they can't tell the difference

I wish they could...

I wish they could they see my pain

I wish the pain would go away

but that will never happen

right now I'm vacation and I finaly got access the net after three days!!!
so far I've gone river ravfting in chilowack, riding quads on sand duns in coosbay and went on a nature tour on a boat in gold river.

that's it for now...