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Name: Isac
Age: 21
Height: 6'0
Weight: 184 lbs
Description: Isac is typically seen as regal and demanding.He had short, spiky hair that is a medium blue. His eyes are a dark red. Typically, Isac wears a black jacket over slacks. A maroon cape is usually on his back. He wears gloves on his hands.

xo
(These photos are a bit contradictory to his typical outfit. When I get/draw a picture of him as he is typically clothed, then I will gladly update.)

Name: Trey
Age: 16
Height: 5'4
Weight: 150 lbs
Description: Trey's light-blue hair flows down his back and parts two ways. His bangs often cover his violet eyes. His wardrobe changes constantly, but he is often seen in his black shorts and white tank top.
He is fun loving and gets along with everyone.
Trey has a fear of hospitals.

xox

So, this journal's kinda just sitting here. I'm hoping to throw my OCs in here soon, but I don't have much art other than my own.
I should change that. ><

But, the next few posts in here will be of them. At least, their pictures. I'll throw in more info later.

EDIT:
I'll list them all here, so I can do them in a requested order, if needed.
Spike Alegand
Lloyd "Shadow" Addler
Naureth Amakiir
Almos Amakiir
Jim Amakiir
Trey Amakiir
Isac Noire
Stephanie Noire
Kaise Noire
Amneris
Jenny
Xairen
Mithos
Cirix
Alex

I've already gotten a present (and opened it...'cause I'm like that).
So, it's time to start the list!!

Black Muskateer Boots - An Anonymous Benefactorn (I will find you! >D )
Talsi's Sash - Jed

Things I need to do this summer/as soon as possible.

Go to Kennywood
Go to Cedar Point
Go to Waldameer
Draw Bear (done! ^D^)
Try to get my freebie thread more...populated
Decrease the cost of my entire wishlist
Super Mario Galaxy 2 (Get and beat) (Rented, got all but Grandmaster Prankster Comet. 241/242 stars in five days? I concider it done.)
Metriod: Other M (Get and beat)
Play through the Metroid Prime series

This is starting to become a log of my dreams, which is perfectly alright for me.


So, I get a phone call from a neighbor of mine. He decided to start playing saxophone, but got frustrated when one of his reeds broke. He explained that the sax only came with two, and he just threw both away. He asked if he could borrow any of mine.

I tell him that I'll check, and if I find any, I'll send them over. I checked my Soprano Sax case, only to find, for some odd reason, Bass Clarinet reeds. It didn't strike me as odd, since there happened to be a Bass Clarinet in my room at the time. I wanted to play it, but I was missing the mouthpiece, and then noticed the neck was actually gone as well. So, to my dissapointment, I could not play the Bass Clarinet.


XD
The only real truth to the dream is the fact that I own a Sop. Sax, which is kinda funny.

I still don't know...

As much as I want to be active, the internet's still depressing me so much. Even with this new computer of mine.


I feel so alone....

What can I do, though? I'm on at horrible hours, obviously. Let's concider: most of my threads are only active when I'm not around. Even with this fact, I can try to find other people. But that means ignoring my current friends.

Hell, I do that now, and I feel horrible about it. Then again, it's not my fault that my computer crashed on my gaiaversary.

Even in this case, I've been minimally active. I feel underappreciated by everyone. I don't understand why it seems like everyone is out to get me.

What is wrong with me?

There might be more...maybe. I don't even know...

I don't know anymore.

Your senior year is supposed to be fun and relaxed, right? I do have the right mindset of how things are supposed to be done, I think. Yes, I am taking the demanding courses (Calc, Hon. Physics 2, AP Gov't.) and I know I can do them.

But I already feel stressed out, and it's not even from those classes.

My High-School career is held together by three things (in my mind):

1: Musical
2: Band
3: Drama Club

1:
I don't know if these facts are true, but this is what I have in my mind. Feel free to correct me...
First off, for those who don't know, I have been actively involved in the musicals at my high school. This year was supposed to be the same. But, I still don't know. After getting additional information, I am on the high-end of quitting.
I found out that, apparently, it was decided two years ago I was to never get a lead because I "refuse to sing low." Please concider these facts:

I went to District Chorus as a TENOR 1 and placed 9TH PLACE in the DISTRICT.
I CAN NOT hear the lower notes well enough to sing them.

I seriously do not want to do the musical. It has been keeping me up at night. The only way I could calm myself down was to read the bible...the book of Pslams, specifically.

2:
Yes, I have authority in band. I can handle this, I believe. But, with the current situation, I feel like it can be too much. I want to be involved, which is why I ran for president. I appreciate any feedback, good or bad.

Once again, with the current situation, I know this year is going to be hard.
I know we're doing our best with it, and I can cope. It's not like "There is no more band." If that were the case, then there would be serious problems.

But it's not. So everything is fine.

3:
In the past, I have been a bit dissapointed.

It began with officer elections last year. Nothing against people, but I really want to be involved, and the only way that I see it's possible is if I am an officer.

Casting, nothing against our directior(s), did sadden me a bit. I enjoied my parts, and I feel I played them to my best ability. I would have enjoied more lines, personally. In all honesty, the supporting parts, as entertaining as they are, make me feel like I'm not such a good actor.

At least, that's what happens in my mindset.

I am only hoping that this year, Drama Club doesn't end up like the musical. That is my only fear.


Ok, I feel better now. Hopefully, I'll be able to sleep tonight.

You know the deal. This is what I do every year. *nods* Names will be altered, so you'll have to guess who the person is.
If your gift is art, I will not hide your identity.

Name.....................Item

A drawing Lady.........................Shadow Spirit
Friend who spoils me..................Alruna's Rose: 11th Gen.
The HoJ Capitan........................Vampire Bite Marks
A certain "Puss in Boots".............Snow Witch/Lunar Hairpin