[Finally, I get to show an avatar with the blonde woman item.
We have included her as a mention one or two other times, but she is finally the main attraction!!
I bought it, waiting for the days I could equip it with every bit of happiness. I knew what I’d have to endure, what I wanted to see most of all, and why I wanted to see it happen. I wanted to cosplay certain interactions of the two, it was going to be a good plan, and I was nearly afraid I’d never be able to show it.
An item is to be shown some day, and this...might never be?
Why have the item exist in waiting (for his cosplay)?
Why buy it? Why have it in our inventory at all?
Did she deserve it, staying out of sight from the fans? Did it mean we didn’t want to show her off (on the avatar)? Did keeping her unequipped mean we didn’t want to see her standing by him? It meant an incredible amount to have the item exist, and we couldn’t show our appreciation. (This goes for cosplay plans for the others too, like Kyoya, Haruhi, the twins, the senpais, and even Nekozawa-senpai.)
We diverged into the manga timeline a while ago,
so I could definitely show Tamaki’s avatar dedication to his mother.
All we ever wanted was to be able to express this, show it, talk about it, take pride in it, spread the joy of it, give the joy from it, involve others in it for fun… With how our club functioned, I didn’t know we’d be able to get here. I waited with the memory out of mind. I’ve been entirely preoccupied with my schedule again and again, but it never erased “I want to see this happen.”
After Tamaki hosted from 2010-2013, I had been waiting to roleplay anything even slightly resembling the manga while Tamaki had been waiting for his life, featured in the manga, at every moment we’re alive.
It took 7 years before we could freely present Mom (item) this past week.
After we bought the item, we waited the last 1-3 years for our manga shift.
-sighs- We're really exhausted and relieved at the same time. Happy as well, of course. Being involved in the manga Tamaki and I personally treasure quite a bit isn't easy, free, nor quick. Thankfully, it’s difficult. Getting to our goal costs tremendous efforts, time, experience, and resources. There are many limitations, more added on every time we step forwards towards that goal. Success happens over a long time. And everything turned out the way it would have.
If we didn't want this reality so badly, we wouldn't have made it here.
They get to be in the avatar cosplay together, openly in pubic! It's a happy year!
We're grateful our club members could know he thought of her.