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Dark X Soul · Fri Sep 16, 2005 @ 02:57am · 1 Comments |
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A model isn't just someone who looks attractive. A model is someone that people can look up to and say "This is how I want my children to grow up to be like." A model is someone who can make smart choices between living on the line and living safely. A model is a pillar for people to look to. A model is wise and unbiased. Modesty plays a key role, I can not and will not ever say that I am perfect. However, I can say that I am a leader at school. I can say that I have a heart. I can say that I am fair in both ways. And last but not least, I can say with honor, that I have never once been tempted with the darker kinds of society.
Dark X Soul · Tue Sep 13, 2005 @ 04:34am · 0 Comments |
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Fine Arts Fuji Tezuka Ohtori Yukimura Shinji Atobe
Geography Shishido Sengoku
Graphic Design Fuji Atsushi Ryou Saeki Oishi Eiji Niou Mizuki Yuuta
History Renji Sanada Yagyuu Shishido Tachibana Tezuka Dan Akutsu
Humanities Ohtori Shishido Oishi Atsushi Dan Jirou
Languages Tezuka Fuji Mizuki Atobe Shinji Kamio Ryoma Momoshiro Tachibana Oshitari
Mathematics Yagyuu Renji Sanada Inui Ryou Oshitari
Music Yukimura Ohtori Atsushi Tezuka Yanagisawa Mizuki Kamio
Philosophy Yagyuu Oshitari Renji Ryou Tachibana Shinji
Photography Fuji Saeki Ryoma Kaidoh Sengoku Yanagisawa Marui Niou
Physical Education and Health Kaidoh Momoshiro Ryoma Yanagisawa Kamio Sanada Niou Akutsu Yuuta Amane Harukaze Eiji Gakuto Kabaji
Culinary Arts Marui
Dark X Soul · Wed Aug 31, 2005 @ 07:14pm · 0 Comments |
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It started out as a fanfic for Yagyuu, but then it evolved into something I believe. So, think of it as a mixture and a blend between my thoughts and Yagyuu's.
Perfection
I'm not perfect. I'll never be perfect. If Kami-sama made me to be imperfect and suffering, he succeeded. Everything I do is a lie. I am not smarter or more talented. I'm just desperate. I have nothing to secure on, nothing to keep me thinking that yes, I am alive. That I am real and that this isn't some game that the fates play. But maybe this is all a perfect illusion. Like something I can touch but not feel. Something solid but at the same time, simply not there. Can't I, walk out of this life as easily as I walked in? Can't I start failing school on purpose tomorrow when I have been keeping up so well? Can't I change everything about myself?
I hold back a bitter laugh as the feeling of despair rises over me. It's the same, every day. The same outfit, the same expression on my face, the same perfection, the same life. But I can't help but wonder, does anyone else feel it? Feel that in a matter of years, we'll die and be wiped off the face of the earth. No trace of our existence left behind. Grades don't matter. They never have. But why do I still keep trying? Why do I continue battling against fate when it's hopeless? Why do I continue living?
Perfection lies in imperfection. Perfection is when something has reached its limit of brightness. But there is no limit. There never has been. Just like infinity has no end. But it's strange, isn't it? The Earth will die one day when the sun burns out, our galaxy can disappear, but still, there will always be infinity. Just like there will always be Death.
And sometimes, I like to pretend to myself. that I'm not living the same life every day. That I'm not wasting my life away buried in grades. But when I get pulled back to reality, I know it's all a lie. Something my mind conjured up so I can escape. But then again, perfection is a lie as well.
So does that make me a liar?
Dark X Soul · Fri Aug 26, 2005 @ 03:48pm · 0 Comments |
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I have decided to make this my poetry journal.
In other words, starting from the next entry and onwards, there shall only be poetry.
With that said...
Kagrra has a really nice singer....his voice is beautiful....
Dark X Soul · Tue Aug 23, 2005 @ 03:50pm · 0 Comments |
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Today, I did something extraordainary....
I E-Mailed Toshiya from Dir En Grey.
O.O
I know....
It was totally random.
>.<
Dark X Soul · Tue May 31, 2005 @ 02:44am · 0 Comments |
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I found a set of really touching lyrics....
AQUALOVERS~Deep in the night~ by T.M. Revolution
In the foam of a tasty kiss, drinking the night dry Slowly carved into my skin, I truly want to touch you In the downpouring night, I want to thaw my life
Dancing, swaying, swimming in tenderness Seeing a dream of stopping all thoughts In your stolen eyes, your dizzy lips Let's go...
even with misty broken fingernails, I have no regrets this rosy red thorn again pierces my hips
in a proud fallen angel's detail turning, getting closer, losing all worries everything is swept away in the darkness
in the summer's splash, the jewels are awakened Let's go...
Dancing, swaying, swimming in tenderness Seeing a dream of stopping all thoughts
In between the waves of stars, I entrust my body to you If my breath stops...
and the world loses us everything is swept away in the darkness
In the burned out, painful lingering memory I'm going there with you......
Dark X Soul · Sat May 28, 2005 @ 03:23am · 0 Comments |
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Okay, here's the scenario.
I saw this really cool pair of lyrics and I love them so much that I want the song. But you know what?!
No one has seen any trace of the Mp3...
WHYYYYYYYYYY?!
The song by the way... is
AQUALOVERS~ Deep in the night~
It's sung by T.M. Revolution
Dark X Soul · Sat May 28, 2005 @ 02:44am · 0 Comments |
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