Pressures keep building and building... God, I feel like I'm about lose it... *sigh* but I gotta keep going... I can't do anything stupid... I don't want to let everyone down...
I never thought I'd save a person's life... ever... but just a while ago, I found out I kept my best friend alive... just by being there for him. Just knowing that, it... it makes me feel important. Like someone other than family might actually be devestated if I were gone...
It made me happy to know. Now i've got a little more motivation *half smile*
So I've taken my mid-terms for Advanced Art and English 3-- Art, pfft, I KNOW I aced, but English...? *shrugs* Maybe... emotion_drool tomorrow, I don't get to school until 10:30am, take my Fashion Design exam, then stay after to start designing my dress. Thursday: Math Models and Physics exams. Friday: Health and US History-- then three day weekend!!! Might have plans, so excited about that... can't wait!
Though I still have that dark paranoia looming over me, there's no reason to give up now. Not now, not ever. Sorry, people, but ol' Lustful Lawrence ain't goin' down that easily! emotion_yatta
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