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But really, who reads this stuff? Honestly. But right now, because the school computers suck and block myspace so I can't get to it til I get home and I usually put all my crazy thoughts into a blog, I guess I'll have to settle for here. Lol. You can tell what my fav web site is. Lol. Anyways, I can't wait to go see Rent when it comes into town. That'll be the amazingness and the fact that I'm going with all of my friends. Yay! Anyways, normal crappy drama going on. But hey, that's highschool. A lot of bullshit drama. Then you grow up and get to get away from all thoes idiots who have no intellectual qualities. All thoes idiots who are illiterate. I can't wait to get out of here just to be able to be around smart people again. New Mexico has some dumb a** people. Well, its not that they're dumb, it's just that they're so god damned lazy that they don't do s**t and they act like idiots to get attention that they couldn't recieve any other way due to their laziness. And what's with the guys here? Honestly, I love him to death, but he's a ******** idiot sometimes. But I guess that's just guys in general. So whatever. He's my idiot. lol. Anyways, I should go now and actually do some work in this blow off class.
animetrics_grl · Thu Feb 22, 2007 @ 02:58pm · 1 Comments |
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Wow. It really has been forever since I've last written an entry. Umm.... any news? Hmm... I cut my hair. It is shoulder length layered now. I love it. So, yeah. I was all hyper about that. Sadly, I'm still single. It's kind of hard looking at all my group members and seeing them with someone and how I'm all alone. I mean, I will always have my friends, but that is very different. I want someone I can call all mine and mean it. But... that would be kinda selfish of me, wouldn't it? It's not like I don't like anyone... but... hmmm... I guess I'm just not good enough... Anyways, that's about all. So lets see if I can end this on a happy note, shall I? Oh, and I LOVE MY NEW HAIR CUT!!!!!!!!
animetrics_grl · Thu Sep 28, 2006 @ 02:38pm · 0 Comments |
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Why? By: animetrics_grl
This life is simply irrelevant Guess you just missed the hint Take a breath, take your time Through it all, it’s not a crime
Gentle drips of the rain pouring down Faded steps to the fool’s old crown Throw it behind you, far away In this, you still have full say
Press a hand to your pounding heart Close your eyes and you’re ready to start The shiny silver surface catches in the light After this there will be no more to fright
Open your eyes and let out your breath Into your hands is the choice of your death Your choice, only you can decide Only to your own heart you have lied
The harsh clink as it hits the crimson floor Now you’ll never have to feel anything anymore The even harder thump as the flesh hits ground Soon, so soon, the body will be found
Looking down at yourself, you smile Better this way, all was worthwhile Up, so far up, now you have to fly Look away, no reason anymore to ask…why?
animetrics_grl · Fri Jun 23, 2006 @ 09:04am · 1 Comments |
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((One of my closest friends, Courtney, wrote this. I hope you enjoy!))
Suicidal Lullaby
Humming softly to my self, a tune known by no one else. Swaying softly with the breeze, Time seems to freeze. Thinking inside my head, I've found passage to the dead. Wondering what my life would be without this pain inside of me. I want something I can't feel, brought to me through cold steel. It all fades away in a slow decay. Humming softly to myself, this tune known by no one else, knowing that in the end I will cry, this is my suicidal lullaby.
animetrics_grl · Fri Jun 23, 2006 @ 09:01am · 0 Comments |
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Hold Me Close By: animetrics_grl
Hold me close, hold me tight Hold me when there’s no more light. Wash away me sweet, sweet fears Hide me from my dark nightmares.
Let me hold you close and cry Let me bleed away my life. Let the shot run true and through Let me hear the cursing boom.
Listen to my heartbeat stop Listen to the bullet drop. Take my hand and feel its cold You would say it’s all to bold.
Neither dead nor quite alive Corpses and their watchful eyes. Knowing the deed will never be done They laugh at us as we laughed at them.
Hold me close, hold me tight Hold me when there’s no more light. Wash away my sweet, sweet fears Hide me from my dark nightmares.
animetrics_grl · Fri Jun 23, 2006 @ 08:56am · 1 Comments |
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Ok... so I like to write poems and my friend said I should post them here, so I figured, why not? Here's one of my poems that I've written titled Song of Death...
Tomorrow is Another Day
This life, this time This moment, this rhyme Time stops, a child cries The same second, someone dies
Never easy, never nice Something only meant to entice Into the dark, into shame This is not a wanted fame
He walks through the night Creating a nameless fright Where he steps, the flowers die Through all this, head held high
Proud of this? This deadly kiss? What is there to be proud of? Something so strong it kills love
A scream, a shout No longer to doubt He whose house he penetrates Is a house now filled with terror and hates
Locking doors and closing windows Will not keep out these foes Slipping through walls As quiet as dolls
One day, it?ll be okay Let them rest, let them lay It?ll hurt, but it?ll pass Say a prayer, go to mass
He comes so swiftly, we never know Don?t try to stop it, don?t scream out no It?s his job, he can?t help it Calm down, not worth the fit It?s alright, its okay Tomorrow is another day.
animetrics_grl · Thu May 25, 2006 @ 07:35pm · 3 Comments |
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