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Well it's 11:20pm Hawaii Standard time.
And it's been quite a while since I've been in Hawaii and on Gaia at the same time.
The last time I made a journal entry on here I was 15 and had recently moved to California.
Now I am 17, visiting Hawaii for three weeks. I've been here for about a week and two days. I was supposed to get laid on Tuesday, and keep in mind, this had been planned and fantasized over for like the past two months. And on that one and only possible day that I get a chance to do something, it turns out the plans have to be canceled because her mother's cancer is now causing her to have to be hospitalized. On top of that, I've been here for over a week, after living in California for a year and 7 months, and I have yet to go to the beach with my friends like I've been wanting to, for the longest, ********, time. The food here is terrible, and it's hard to stay healthy, which is making me break out. My bed is too small for me. It's humid as all ********. The internet is s**t. And Facebook is ******** up. I have no phone to call anyone. And everyone is busy because they have a job. I can't get a job because I'm too busy this summer with things that require me to go out of state. In short, I'm very frustrated and angry and I'm just venting here on Gaia. Mais, c'est la vie je suppose que.