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Crimson

As I walk through the alleyway
On my way home
I'm afraid of what I could've done
What I've done wrong this time
I walk through the door
Instantly taken over (I can't escape)

Cuz it won't stop
It won't fade
The urge comes back to haunt me
Your words hurt
As I cut them away
My crimson blood stains the floor

I came back the next day
You ask what's wrong
I slowly edge away
Afraid to show you what I've done
Not knowing how you would react
I tell you I'm fine

But deep inside (I can't go on)

Cuz it won't stop
It won't fade
The urge comes back to haunt me
Your words hurt
As I cut them away
My crimson blood stains the floor

Everytime the thought comes in
I try to fight it away
Scars on top of scars
That show eternal pain (When will it stop)

Cuz it won't stop
It won't fade
The urge comes back to haunt me
Your words hurt
As I cut them away
My crimson blood stains the floor

As the old ones heal
The new ones come to join