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Mother's tears... This didn't happen today.... Yesterday I really wanted to do one thing while my mom was debating on whether she should let me do it or not. I guess I threw a tantrum and well things for us got worse by the second. Our car broke down and wouldn't start back up. My mom was so frustrated. I just made it worse to the point that she began to cry... My heart just froze. I couldn't believe that she was actually crying. For the first time in my life since I was born. I have never seen her shed a single tear for any reason and to think that me wanting my way could have done that. I felt so bad.. My mother has sacrificed so much for the sake of her children and there I was being stupid and selfish. Before our car was towed away, she said that she never wanted us to go bad. If we somehow get steered the wrong way. Whether it be doing drugs or failing in school.. she told us that if anything happens like that. If commiting suicide is what it'll take for us to be good again then that's exactly what she'll do. I was so scared. I couldn't help but cry also....

Posted by: NaOmI_kId Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 08:05pm



My way... >.> Today so far has been a drag... First thing I did today was wash the dishes my brother left for me then I brushed my teeth. I thought today can not get anymore boring than it already was. BUT thanks to my mom and aunt. They have just officially pissed me off. They both ganged up on me saying how I gotta frickin' change my attitude and st. Then the subject about clothes was brought up when my mom looked at my oufit. She said that if you ever want to get a good job then you are to change your clothes this instant. (Note: I was wearing an XXL t-shirt with a wide collar and jeans that drag on the floor.) She was all like even she wouldn't hire a person who dressed as poorly as I did. Then she took me into my room and dug through my clothes. All I had was basically some super baggy pants, some jeans, cargos, XL shirts, a few tight shirts that cling to my skin which by the way I really hate, and me undergarments. She gave up on my clothing, so off she goes to my sister's closet. She likes my sister's clothes a whole lot better than she does my own. My mom then picks out a shirt that I thought I would never wear in my whole entire life and BAM here I am wearing it pissed off at my mom and my aunt. (Note: My aunt's the one who told me to stop wearing my vans. Made me wear sketchers.) I am currently typing up some invoices for my uncle.. Tis' a wonderful new day..... rolleyes** [By the way: My grandma is doing a whole lot better but she's at a nursing home. The doctors say that we shouldn't get too comfortable cause her expiration date is near. And with each passing day... the toxic crap in her head will start to eat at her brains and when that day comes her whole body will shut down........ silenceBump

Posted by: NaOmI_kId Mon Aug 01, 2005 @ 06:50pm

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