Holy s**t. I relentlessly posted in this very journal for 3 straight years, and what do I do? Completely erase it from my memory for an entire year. The only reason I remembered it existed was due my attempt at tracking down the dates I watched certain anime. As I'm re-reading through some of these entries, my only thought is "hooooooooooooooly s**t, I was really immature". Not to say that I'm still not.
I'm a senior in highschool now. I'm almost 18. Eighteen. I started this journal when I was in 5th grade. I was only 11. That seven (give or take) years of my life that Gaia journal has been apart of my daily functioning. "Daily". """""""""Daily""""""""". Me calling this a "daily journal" was a joke from the start. At the end, it got to the point of I would be lucky to write that month. 2013 probably had the best track record, and to myself, I applaud willingly.
Guess I'll write some updates. Remember Chinese, the course I bickered and complained and screamed about for years? Spent the entire last year doing Semester 1. Semester 2 took last summer and give or take two extra months. Finished it with an A. Bullshitted my entire way there - I regret everything and nothing. Those friends, Paxton and Brian? Haven't talked to them in over a year I believe now. Really, I'm surprised our friendship lasted that long. Brian's Skype is dead actually - it sent me spam yesterday. What about those friends, Dimi, Eder, ect.? Still close buddies with them. Hell, I even had a "relationship" with Eder last year that [ommitted]. Anime? Still watch it. Youtubers? Stephen and NicoB, just like before. Friends? Caitlin, Tayler, Cassie, and now Allison. I still want to cut Tayler's head off almost every day. Nothing has really changed. Not yet, anyways
Why suddenly write an entry? I'm honestly not sure. My poor journal hasn't been talked to in over a year - I guess I feel bad for it. This'll probably be the last entry ever written here. It was a good run. I hope this journal burns in the depths of the deep web once Gaia finally goes under due to lack of traffic. Who even uses this site anymore? Beats me.
Guess I'll end it. Thank you Gaia Journal for putting up with all my bullshit for ~7 years. Thank you unknown viewers that somehow find this for reading. Thank you human anatomy for giving us the ability to process and type words into a small box for others to mock. Please, who ever is reading this, go find something worthwhile and productive to do. Reading this journal is not it.
· Tue Feb 09, 2016 @ 12:48am · 0 Comments