have u ever felt like your life is one big mess? like your life is a big bad of laundry? u dont know whats clean adn whats dirty. thats what i feel like. i dont know who my real friends are and who to trust. i want to trust everyone.. and well i cant. to many people have lied to me... i wish i had new friends and a new life. i love the friends i have i just... well wish they wouldnt try to run my life and well... start so much drama. its like if there not happy i cant be either.. i feel like its all a game... one person has drama and well so dose everyone else. i dont know what im going to do about my boyfriend.. i love him.. but i feel like theres no time for us... like he dosent have time to make time to call me and say hey... thats all i really want from him. i wish he would understand that all i want is a simple phone call (instead of me calling him) or a text saying "hey just though i would say hi cant talk ill talk to u later" i just want him to show me he cares.. thats all... i dont know anymore..
XutiCaliKat · Thu Aug 25, 2005 @ 08:05pm · 1 Comments |