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Ryo's Travels
My life & journey through MY eyes.
Bored. Lethargic. Tepid.
And perhaps slightly depressed.

But I'm not going to claim the depressed bit, because I don't think that's really what's going on.

It's literally been almost three weeks (I believe) since my interview with Brian and I've heard next to nothing. I've already chocked it up to them not wanting me. If they at least liked me, I figure I would've heard something like "Hey, we really liked you but our interview processed is rather stalled right now, follow up in about two weeks and I'll let you know where we are!"

But instead, I have radio silence. Rather depressing.

I'm wondering if it's worth sending gifts or a small hand-written note but then I remember that the last time I did that, it didn't really work out (when I interviewed to be a Sales Coordinator at the PHLCVB). I'll ask Justin.

And now I'm sitting here feeling sunken because Rob's telling me that the people at the community college he's trying to enroll in is telling hi he can't be a nurse because of his dyslexia...and that makes me incredibly sad. Like...tears are welling up behind my eyes now.

And my friends are...really annoying crying

I'm just not sure where to go from here, I guess.

Justin got back to me and said the hand-written note/gift idea wouldn't work. I didn't think it would, but I'm not sure what to do. I guess I'll just keep praying.

Praying and sitting here feeling the way I feel.

I think I'll call out sick tomorrow and just work from home. I also need to take off the 30th for this dentist appt an hour away sweatdrop

Side note: Although I am feeling bored. lethargic. tepid. I have also been practicing appreciation. Appreciating that these people aren't breathing down my neck. Appreciating that I can breathe. Appreciating that I'm not stressed to the point where I'm ready to get out of here on the first thing smoking. So that I can effectively take my time in looking to a new position.

Love heart


Mood: Bored. Lethargic. Tepid. But Appreciative crying
Music: "Incomplete" - Backstreet Boys from Never Gone

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