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i wish this day would ******** right off
just a constant reminder of all the bull s**t and the pain i have and still going through
5 years today my life fell through hell and beyond
whats a heart these days i can remember having one last time i checked it just smashed and dissolved into oblivion
5 years and i havent even come close to topping my self
either im to thick to do it or just spineless to attempt it

******** useless pathetic heartless waste of space ive become
just putting on a act to make everyone feel ok
were i really am dead on the inside