Maybe I should do a introduction. Doesn't everyone? You really want to get to know me? Well don't tell anyone I didn't warn you xd
My name is Shaunarhea. I'm married to the most wonderful man in the world and I am expecting our first child January 17th. I live in central California and am actually planning on moving a bit farther south here very shortly due to my husbands new job. Not that its a bad thing though. The moving that is. Now the job ... *sighs* Thats what I think this first post is going to be about.
I love that my husband got this amazing new job. Things are going to be a lot easier on us once he starts getting pay checks and everything like that. We're able to move to a bigger better place and do a lot more for the baby when that time comes because we will be way more financially stable. But...
I miss him crying
He gets up at 3 am to get ready for work. I get up with him, though I don't get a lot of time with him due to the running around trying to shower and get ready and all that stuff.
So at around 4 or 4:30 I get a hug and a few kisses goodbye and tell him to have a good day. Then I don't see him again till close to 10 or 11 at night. I go all day without him doing my own thing. Cleaning, grocery shopping and so on. But when he gets home he eats dinner, changes, climbs into bed giving me a few more kisses and cuddles into me. No longer does he wrap his arms around me hes out cold. Once hes asleep he lets go and rolls over. I can never sleep so I end up staying up till 1 or 2 then falling asleep long enough not to be a zombie when he wakes up.
Am I just used to him always being around because work was, well, here! Or am I just being selfish? I really love this new job he has just as much as he does. He's so happy about it most of the time and I'm really proud of him that he got it. Its a huge company and a huge opportunity for him to make a career out of it.
Someone talk to me... cry because I really don't know what to do. I miss him so much.
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 Pirate Queen Skarre · Sat Jun 14, 2008 @ 12:57pm · 4 Comments |
