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I’m not exactly sure what message I’m trying to relay
As I write to you this poem that begs to be portrayed
But right now my heart tells me that this has to be done
If I ever want to put an end to this path that I run
Through my years of living thus far
And carrying all of these inflicted scars
I have learned many a lesson about pain and joy
Taught to me by a confused handsome boy
He taught my heart to sing and to fly
He taught me time is precious as seconds pass by
He opened his arms for me in a sweet embrace
And left memories in my heart that will never erase
I remember the taste of his desirable lips
How he sent chills through my body with just one kiss
The gentle caresses of his skin on mine
The letters that he wrote for me, line by line
He was the one who I had given my heart
The one who held it and gradually tore it apart
While I smiled and pretended everything was okay
As my world came crashing down that agonizing day
Was he just a dream that I had created?
A perfect person who made my life complicated?
Someone who made me smile, laugh, angry, and cry?
Someone who could look me straight in the face and tell a perfect lie?
Sometimes I wonder if anything you said was true
Like when you would affectionately whisper in my ear, “I love you”
Did the time we share together even mean a thing?
Or are they useless too, like my engagement ring?
Was I just a toy that kept you somewhat amused?
Was I just another object for you to use?
What was I to you in your life during those days?
Was I another fool in the games that you play?
It’s no use to try to believe you were only a fantasy
I will accept the fact that you were my reality
Someone who came into my life for a reason
Someone who came into my life for a season
And as I read this poem over it brings tears to my eyes
All the tears that I held back because of my pride
But I’ll let them rain and I’ll let them pour
Until I can no longer cry anymore
I’m not exactly sure what message I’m trying to relay
As I write to you this poem that begs to be portrayed
But right now my heart tells me that this has to be done
If I ever want to put an end to this path that I run
Through my years of living thus far
And carrying all of these inflicted scars
I have learned many a lesson about pain and joy
Taught to me by a confused handsome boy
He taught my heart to sing and to fly
He taught me time is precious as seconds pass by
He opened his arms for me in a sweet embrace
And left memories in my heart that will never erase
I remember the taste of his desirable lips
How he sent chills through my body with just one kiss
The gentle caresses of his skin on mine
The letters that he wrote for me, line by line
He was the one who I had given my heart
The one who held it and gradually tore it apart
While I smiled and pretended everything was okay
As my world came crashing down that agonizing day
Was he just a dream that I had created?
A perfect person who made my life complicated?
Someone who made me smile, laugh, angry, and cry?
Someone who could look me straight in the face and tell a perfect lie?
Sometimes I wonder if anything you said was true
Like when you would affectionately whisper in my ear, “I love you”
Did the time we share together even mean a thing?
Or are they useless too, like my engagement ring?
Was I just a toy that kept you somewhat amused?
Was I just another object for you to use?
What was I to you in your life during those days?
Was I another fool in the games that you play?
It’s no use to try to believe you were only a fantasy
I will accept the fact that you were my reality
Someone who came into my life for a reason
Someone who came into my life for a season
And as I read this poem over it brings tears to my eyes
All the tears that I held back because of my pride
But I’ll let them rain and I’ll let them pour
Until I can no longer cry anymore
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reminding me of the past i can try and leave behind sad