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i know i already bitched about it, but im still ******** pissed!
so anuway this pic had my ex in it with almost no clothes on and a pacifier
i am so ******** pissed at like everything

got into a fight with my bud, kicked his a**, then he kicked mine twice as hard
a good couple a gut punches sobered me up quick as my booze eneded up on the side walk

i swear to god i could kill someone, anyone!

i ******** hate everything right now
i have a feeling like i should have been able to stop it. but didnt
i also feel like she is doing just fine without me which also ticks me off

so now im sitting here with a small stab wound in my left arm and a bag of peas over my right eye
and i still ******** pissed
i hate myself and i hate the world

i wish i could either do something about it or just forget
but sitting here knowing and not being about to stop it, is killing me

im going to smoke another bowl
see ya when im not ******** pissed as hell