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The weird thing is that this dream of mine goes in the daily years so its linked. So in my dream I was walking and I saw him I felt jelous so I went up to him and tried to take him away from her. but instead I was being brushed off I thought to myself "that when we were together did it not mean anything to him". As I watched him go with her I felt a shamed and went back. I felt alone and sad cry as I walked in to a opened door and then the same bright light I saw before and I was a wake. After that dream I was really pissed me off stressed .
Anyways since I dont feel like having another entry Im going to tell the rest. So this time Im a casher of some knd of a bakery shop and I was happy that I had a job. And then he came in and bought some stuff I didnt see him until he came up to the counter. Then he looked up and he looked happy to see me. We talked like we were old friends when we just met along time ago "in my dream". As we finshed up our talk I got his total. I fought back my tears that I had building up on me. He didnt seem to know that I wanted him so bad but cant have him crying . So I acted like natural and just smiled back and then he just hugged me for no reason at all. And then out of nowhere I had tears coming out and then I forgot the rest. Well that was all I had to remember about that dream. still miss those dreams. Id problably would beable to make this in to a story what would you think? smile