i have these times where im in the pack yard punching my woodin fence it helps me get rid of the hate.The cooled air the moon light threw the clouds , the stars,and the wet grass the smell of blood and pine.The blood running down my hand with wood pieces which have be stabed into my hand.I just keep punching staining the oak wood as i punch hard enough to break its roughed surface.I keep this up for sometimes minutes that seem like hours or for hour that seem like minutes.Till my hand is stained in blood ,torn flesh, and also coded with small pieces of wood and trobing with heat and somewhat of pain. Thats what i do when i feel alot of anger and hate.It makes it to were i can barely feel pain as my eyes are flamed with rage.What i tell myself as im doing this is "better this then someone you love and its better than going to jail for beating the crap out of some you hate or totally dispise."Thank you for reading.
Sonohippidy · Wed Mar 30, 2005 @ 01:49am · 0 Comments |