I've finally thought of a name for my journal; it's Canary.
Normally it'd be in bed by now, but I have to type this out before I go crazy. I can't sleep unless this it out of my mind. Gene. I recently read your journal (I've been reading journals lately), and I want to apologize. I know that it's a month old entry or so, but that still means it's slightly fresh. I read what you wrote about me and I wanted you to know that you were right...to a degree. You had/have a right to be angry with me. I do take my jokes too far, I don't know why, but I do. I know you're not gay. I really do. When N'tima asked me if you were I told her you weren't and had never dated a guy before. When she asked if she liked a girl, I told her you did, but I didn't tell her the name because that's a secret you don't want let out so I respect that. As for spreading rumors about that, I hardly think I have. I've kept my jokes inside the circle and don't seem to spread rumors on that matter. But whatever. I'm sorry, I apologize, you don't have to forgive me, but I did try. I wanted to get that off my chest cause it hit me hard. I rely on friends to function and without friends I'm empty; even if I don't act like a friend much.
I'll probably edit this later with more.
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