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Recently one of my friends I used to have a crush on and his girlfriend broke up.

In the past couple of weeks, I have not ben able to contact my hero after two of his female roommates picked up his phone and were bitches to me, telling me he didn't want to talk to me.

I feel history repeating itself, but before I let my heart get broken again, I think I'm going to try and walk away from my hero and help out my friend.

My friend has been a good person to talk to whenever I needed to ask things about my hero, and he's never been afraid to be blunt with me about the odds I could be with my hero and how dillusional (sp?) I could be about the whole situation.

Perhaps we can help each other move on and get back to the more upbeat people we used to be before the depression and worry. I'm not sure if I'm going to be much of an influence, as he has tons of friends who want to help him right now. But I feel this is what I have to do.