Always ends in Pain.
ok well this is my First Journal type of thingie and this is my first writing in it is i guess im to introduce myself. I am matthew, I live in Seattle Washington. the two most important things in my life are happiness and music. i like all types of music. Another thing i like best is honesty, being honest is something that i hold in the upmost respect. im honest with ppl and i want them to be honest with me. I
hate lairs. they piss me off, if i know you are a liar i will forever hate you. so that is the best way to describe myself. and to make it way easier on me im just going to post some pics of me.
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nice guys finish lastAfter reading this article and seeing the truth in it I realize that i will never be loved. i will never find that perfect girl for me, and if i do all they will want it to be friends and use my moral support only when they need it the most. But i will continue to be who I am and I am the nice guy. It will always end it pain, either I will be with ppl and they will leave me and break my heart or I will leave them and break theres. I dont want to hurt anyone ever like that, So i will never leave a person like that.
. . . . I want to bleed so badly.
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