Is it really worth it?
I'm in love with a man who has a lot of friend girls. Lately he's been giving them loads of donation letters and even sent one of them a package in the mail and I found out today, a necklace.
Now, I know he's really sweet and giving, but he gives everyone BUT me stuff. I'm not materialistic and I don't want his stuff, but can you imagine how it makes me feel? I just want to know that he cares for me like he does for them. But he leaves them comments on myspace and all he does is text me really short messages and I get to call him once every few nights for a few minutes.
I just don't understand it. He says he loves me and not them, but he treats me so differently from them! This one girl he talks to is really nasty and she's always saying things like "You not being here makes me sad in the pants."
I don't know what to do. I love him, but I'm in so much pain over these women that he's friends with! I asked him to stop talking to the nasty one, and he says he will, but I feel bad because it's his friend. But I don't know what else to do!
He says he loves me and I want to trust him, but how can I when I'm always so jealous of these girls? ~_~
Btw, when I asked the girl to stop talking to him, this is what she posted on his myspace.
Dec 26 2006 6:08P
aw. that sucks. yeah, i got a message from that girl the other day. she's still pissed at me because i won't stop talking to you.
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