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I did it. I figured out what I felt for him and told him. He felt the same way too. I don't think I've ever been this happy in my entire life. I never want his feeling to change or go away. I want to hang onto it forever then some. I love him. I really do. And I don't think I have to worry about getting hurt or anything like again. People say I love to easily. But they're wrong. I love when I feel that it's true. I've left myself think I've been in love, and I might have well been, but this feels different. I think it's becuase I never really had any barriers for him to get past. There were a few, but not like I usually do. I never felt the need for them. And now I know why. It's sappy, I know. But I can't stopthinking about it. I met some random person on here today. He gave me the wulf tail. I was so excited. I gave a random peron a hug. He and I became friends fast, but once he came on, it was almost as if I didn't care who else I was talking to. I just wanted to talk to him. I could have been talking to Gryph and would have ignored her for him. Which is saying a lot. I'm just so happy, and excited, relieved, a bit nervous, and kinda shy, and a whole bunch of other things, all at the same time. It's such a weird feeling. But I like it. No-I love it. I love the feeling I get whenever he's on. He has to be the one thing I look forward to more than anything. Oh, I'm talking about skyriders27. I forgot to put his name earlier. sweatdrop My bad. But yeah, I can't get him out of my head. I want to meet him so bad. But I promised a friend that I would never meet anyone off the net. So what do I do? Stay true to my friend and my word, or eventually meet the guy like I want to? confused