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Worried about the new job...
Still haven't heard back from 'Dave'... do I really want to jump out of the frying pan and into the fire?... at least it's closer to home... not very professional... 'yah... you have a job... call you on Monday'... well... it's only been me doing the calling so far... what gives? stare

Offered a position as a FOH manager at another WhiteSpot... don't want to... will have to if this s**t doesnt straighten itself out shortly though...

I'm so stressed right now... Can't be jobless... We have a mortgage to pay for... and Jason's already hurting for cash...

I'm seriously worried about him... am I being like my mother?... Worried about money and security all the time?... I don't think so... I think that money is fun to play with and spend... but only when you have it... not when your credit card allows it... credit is not money... credit is debt...

... I wonder where it is all going... he seems fairly frugal for the most part stare

I am giving him money to pay it off... I think that I will be pissed if he spends on s**t that we don't need in the meanwhile...

Still have to donate money to the Tsunami victims... I'm so stupid... I keep forgetting... wanted to do it at FutureShop so that it would be doubled... wonder if that is still the case?

Bought a vaccuum cleaner today... feel so domesticated... xp I thought it was an old overpriced piece of s**t... but... it actually works really well... maybe I'm just turning into a bitter old woman...

Oh well... thought this venting action would make me feel better... but it doesnt really... guess I'll go read some Harry Potter... and try to drift off to sleep... Jason's already there...

... so bitter... gotta remedy somehow... maybe I'll just get stoned or something... drift away.... away...

G'night...