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i am soo happy with some aspects of life, but others i truly wanna kill myself over and have almost picked up old habbits!
my bestfriend who i fell in love wiht moved!! crying i miss her so much, i lvoe her , i think the spaceis killing our almost morethan friends friendship..i really miss her holinding her, her pulling meh onto her lap, i just am awreck wihtout my everyhitng

volleyball is good and finally almost over! yay! team sucked due to lousy coach and stupid a** players who couldn't leave bad friendship off court! so yea, i got to be leberro good, which is REALLY good!!! only one person who is good can play it!!

basketball is ocming up so yay! but it will remind me of stories steffie usta tell meh about her and andrew...her ex....but she doesn't like him(liek that anymore). and i cry over missing her everynight i love her so much i do not even think jesus loved us nor di dgosd love us as much as i her. I worship her as god himself in female form, more beautifl than mary or any model! her personality mkes me amase at her more!

am i such a loser or what

but shcool is ok and i get to fly up and see her! nad homecoming is in five days! yay1 i miss having to go to it ith out her, but i guess time will tkaes it's course in our lives
well buh bye smexies!