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Sitting in the dark,
wondering why im here.
Im crying out in despair,
but sadly noone seems to care.

I said I love you,
you said i hate you.
I start to cry,wondering why?,
you walk away rolling your eyes

Silently and slowly im dieing inside,
you don't care that i love you so much.
Quickly and painfully im dieing of greif,
no one cares that im suffering so much.

Because of you...
My scars wont heal,
Because of you...
my emotions arent real.
Because of you...
My pain is too much,
Because of you...
I hate this so much.

I have a razor in hand and my wrist ready to cut.

by the time you get to me it'll be too late
by the time you finally say: I love you
i'll already be dead.
so now before i die
let me say my last goodbye

"I could fill a thousand pages telling you how i feel, yet you still wouldn't understand, so as i leave with a frown you'll hear the sound of my heart shatering as it hits the ground.
I loved you so much,
you ignored me too much.
i guess what they say is true: you always hurt the ones you love
i guess that you must love me alot since u hurt me so much
I hope that when i die,
you'll want to tell me goodbye
you'll tell me you love me
you'll tell me that you'll miss me
you'll say your sorry for making me suffer
you'll say your sorry for making me cry
i always loved you even though you broke my heart
once i leave, i'll finally be happy
i won't be suffering
i wont be crying
i won't be dying
i always loved you, i always will

im going somewhere far away...somewhere i can finally be happy...
you didnt notice i was there...but will you notice when im gone...?

goodbye........