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Well I just found out that I can not go back to school. I really just want to die, and I dun care what anyone says. I dun think anyone will even ever read this. whatever it dun matter now. Hardly anything ever does now. I dun mean to complain, but do people honestly think that I enjoy not understanding even the simplest thing while everyone around me does. Do I like having to go through something 20 times every night with someone explaining over and over again. Only to forget it by the next morning...NO!!! I have no talents, and I can never understand or remember something. I have to ask... why am I alive? I can't do anything right. Someone gets hurt, or I forget that I need to do it. Is life worth it?