Today was the worst day of my life...
I found out the truth about my life...
My parents lie to me about everything.
I have no friends..
My parents just keep me, because I clean the house.....
I still can't decide who to move in with when we move. My mom or my dad.. It doesn't matter if my dad will abuse me, at least I won't be breathing in smoke 24/7.
I probably have lung cancer.
I have body broblems, and the sun makes me sick.
And as i'm writing this, i'm such a stupid cry baby.
I just finished cutting my ankle. It's not like my parents will even notice. I cut it the shape of a cross. Because. even tho god was made up as a thing for hope in my mind. There's no hope for me, as there was Jesus.... There was no hope for him to live, and there's no hope for me. My body's in soo much pain. Physically and mentall. Even when my body hurts, I have to many thing on my mind.
I just wish that someday, or now.. Someone would walk in my house with a gun, and shoot me.
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