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caked up like baby oatmeal (this is a complicated story connected to how i ended up drinking pedialyte--it tastes like diluted vinegar, absolutely terrible--but the end result is the mouse died in the night poor poor thing)
i want to free myself but can i do it; it was such a sudden decision
in the time i've been away various things have happened. i broke up with my boyfriend for two weeks or rather he broke up with me. cold feet about something. cried nonstop for two weeks and went on a date and realized my boyfriend really is an extraordinary guy. he has so many layers, so many colors; i think that's why we are good together we are both crazy.
and that was a thing that happened, and now it's ok again i think though i miss having sex every day of the week the electricity. i finally found his ex and spent an entire night seething seething because she's such a hateful and judgmental person and i loathe the idea that this b***h could ever in any way be used as a standard to judge me and i hate her also because of all the things she was able to share with him; i should've been with him in high school and in college when his hair was long; it should've been me not her to have those memories and i resent it.
but otherwise nothing much. got a full time job that pays as it should. which isn't so great. what i'm trying to be doing right now is applying for my mfas except i've a bit in my mouth of solid terror.
i don't know if i can manage it, but i will give it my best shot in this short amount of time. if only the ideas would come.
i want to go to a halloween party and dance
i had a great conversation with my uber driver. what a cool guy.
sora wonk Community Member 
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