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I just realized that i have no idea what i'm doing with my life anymore

i had direction but it's gone now

it's actually really f*cking funny that i thought id be able to get my sh*t together after japan because id be returning to familiar things but that was obviously wrong

things just keep getting worse and im worried that ill lose literally everything i worked for at this rate