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School be off the port bow - but only in reverse...BYE BYE
hmmm...happy? sad? excited? relieved?? what the hell am i supposed to be feeling on the last day of school? I'm just too tired to comprehend anything...and i dont even think i spelled comprehend right...Did I? Who am i asking? God im rambling - skid -er- a- rink-e-dink skid-er -a -rink-e- doo....errmm...i have a headache. Its cold and rainy and its SUPPOSED to be summer. and i was up all night and god up and the butt crack of dawn and i am so freaking tired...im just soo.. .so tired. scream scream scream scream grrr... im just soooooo sick of EVERYTHING. im sick of getting up early and tests and quizzes and studying and pretending to learn BECAUSE I KNOW IT ALL ALREADY its sooooo pointless and horrible.... and now i'm leaving all my friends... and none of my family is coming to my open house...which i havent even planned ANYTHING about yet, but all the tickets are passed out...at dave's all my family brought food. But theyre not here... i just wish summer would get here - last summer was wonderful... i never had to worry about anything... now i have graduation (Which my family isnt going to either) and i have to find college to keep my insurance and i have to deal with travel plans with holly, and i'll have to get a job and a liscence and a car and then mom will make me run EVERY FRIGGIN errand for her and i'll never have time to...to...i just wanna sleep. thats all...its not fair - i just wanna sleep.. sad
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