Trust is something that I have problems with. I want to have faith in the man I care about, but I don't know that I can. How could he be happy with just me? How could he be loyal to me when there are so many other girls out there? How could I be enough? How could I be his everything? How can I trust that thousands of miles away, he'll yearn for only me? Love me only? I can't. I'm me. I don't trust it.
But I'm not given a choice anymore. He makes me feel... Worth all the trouble I will certainly put him through. He makes me feel like I am truly worthy of his affection. He makes me feel new- like I'm not so damaged and afraid. He makes me feel like... Like one day, I could trust again.
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Jade's Feels of the Day
I write what I feel. Could be light and fun, but the next day it could be the polar opposite. My writing is a reflection of my life, and I'm not asking your opinion or seeking your attention. I'm writing to have some sort of release.
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