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Well, crap, how is one supposed to start a journal off? I have never really had one before but screw it, I am just going to wing things and see how it goes.~
Well, the first time I really ever participated in a role play I was twelve and so unbearably shy that I couldn't even click on the topics. I mean, to this day I don't know why it worried me so much but I just didn't have the courage to try and become a part of anyone's role play. Just the idea that I might mess up was enough to freak me out and make me sit back and just read other people's stories. It was just easier that way.
Well, this went on for a week or two until a friend I had made only learned about my desire to write with other people. When he invited me to his somewhat basic adventure role play and gave me words of encouragement I suddenly found myself ready to do it. Boy, was I wrong.
I made the worst post in the history of all Gaia it seemed. I mean, even though I had tried to put it full of words, hoping that my quantity was enough to match theirs my quality was at an all time low. I had not read the other's posts before just jumping in and making some princess that couldn't even tell the difference between "Through" and "Threw". I mean, it was just embarrassing. Within ten minutes of my first post enough people had complained that my friend had to kick me out of the role play. After that, we didn't talk much because I just felt so ashamed.
Well, it took me a few more weeks before I stepped in on a somewhat less difficult role play. Instead of trying to be some princess and just expecting things to go well, I simply planned out a little angel servant character. You see, the role play was about the kingdom of the gods, the lead god being a rather attractive anime male that set my heart a flutter. But, I refused to even think of putting the characters together. Instead, Luna was born. She was the perfect little sister type who I played into well. She helped all the other characters and even did get to speak to the sexy god once or twice.
Now, you see this was mainly a female driven role play with only three guys to seven girls so I never thought I would have any chance at writing a romantic side to my character. Besides, it was so fun just being a part of the role play that it didn't really matter to me what happened with my character. Then, the owner of the role play introduced a big change.~
The owner had been recruiting a few different guys and all at once they posted, the boys being a variety from a dark angel to the cute little brother type, however, there was still one problem. When it was all said and done there was still only six guys to seven girls. Instantly, I thought I would be the odd one out. All at once, the girls I had been roleplaying with moved on to their respective boys and I was left there sitting on my butt not really knowing what to do. No one was writing with me and I had never been in this situation before. Do I make a post and see what happens? Do I pm someone and ask if I can join in with them? It was my nerves all over again.
Then, my common sense took over. I just shrugged and said "What the hell, I might as well make one more post to see what happens" so I did just that. I simply had Luna wandering around a large fountain that I had learned was in the square, she was just reflecting on things and being somewhat of a brood. I honestly thought it would be my last post. But, then the Sexy God posted next to her. Now, let me explain why I was surprised.
You see, this guy had so far flirted with a few different girls but he had more so been the sort of forbidden eye candy, the person writing for him not really being one for romance and all that jazz. So, when he came up to me I thought "Oh, well this person is being nice, isn't that sweet?".
But, then again, he started flirting with me. And yes, despite my nowadays darker personality to writing I played the most bubbly, sweet and somewhat niave and clumsy angel I could. I took all the cuteness I had seen in a few of my favorite light-hearted animes and just went with it. Funny thing was, he liked it. I actually ended up finishing out the role play marrying the Sexy God before everyone kinda tapered off and it ended.
Though, with my first real taste of a role play and now a little experience under my belt, I was inspired to press on, not to mention I had made a few friends~ The writer behind sexy god came around quite a bit for one on ones every now and then. Anyways, that is enough for now~ Thanks for reading, if you did that is.~
CreativeCursedChild · Fri Dec 12, 2014 @ 03:02pm · 0 Comments |
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