It has been quite a while since I made a post in this journal of mine but this one needs to be said, I am a changed person from this day forth I need to become the adult I'm suppose to be. For too long I was trapped inside a shell of a shy little blonde girl, I was too blind to see I needed to escape this or I will be trapped as a shy little blonde girl forever. What that shell has done was alter who I really am...you wanna know who I really am? I'm a laid back, not a worry in the world and sometimes (not all the time) a pretty badass chick. I always would say that "everyone suffered because of me" well...the truth is I was the one suffering because I wasn't who I was suppose to be. I said "this world is better off without me In it" well that was partially true the world is better off without that little blonde girl because she was shy and got in sticky situations often but this person I have become....is willing to go through hell and back and come out with no injuries. But the most important thing....that was a major role in all of this was the struggle my friends and family went through to pick my spirits up, what I didn't realize was that all the hell they went through with me was only to perfect me how can you perfect a shell of what once was? You can't because it was only temporary....this change....this step....this opportunity I am given...is permanent, and once it's set in stone it cannot change back....
~Sky~
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Change of Heart
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TheForgottenSkies
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TRY TO GIVE YOU WARNING BUT EVERYONE IGNORES ME!!! (told ya everything loud and clear) BUT NOBODY'S LISTENING!!!!! CALL TO YOU SO CLEARLY BUT YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR ME!!!!!!(told ya everything loud and clear) BUT NOBODY'S LISTENING!!!!!!!!
~Linkin Park- Nobody's Listening~