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******** life
My soon to be ex girlfriend sent a mass text telling everyone I loved her.
I had to lie to everyone just to keep her from freaking out.
That feeling where you can never love one person as much as you loved someone else
So it feels like really you don't love anyone but that person..
Well maybe that's me.
That's also not the point I'm making because it's stupid and I really need to stop.
I need to stop loving her.
I need to start pretending to love this one.
I have a doctors appointment tomorrow.
I also have Jessie's graduation tomorrow.
Ugh.
I already know my cancer is coming back.
******** life.
I'm going to do this later.