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I feel like I ******** up everything but then I can't tell if I really did ******** it up or I'm just overthinking and being paranoid.. then I really do ******** it up if I haven't already..

I get so attached easily and it messes with my head I'll start to like someone after a few hours of talking to them I'm so weird and crazy and it hurts my feelings if they don't feel the same way I do, or they treat me differently ugh I wish I wasn't like this bcuz it really hurts my heart and I don't need to be crying.. that's why I just need to be single forever bcuz clearly I'm not meant to be in a relationship and nobody wants what I want anyways..

they all want me for my body every guy I talk to they just talk about my body and how they wanna see it or touch it... like I understand guys get horny and whatever but sheesh get to know me first at least, it sucks when all that guys want from you is sex or whatever.. nobody ever just wants to get to know me or make conversation it sucks and I feel likes that's all I'll ever be good for...

******** my life but I guess I deserve it