I will rant a bit.
LEAVE ME ALONE FOR MY TIME BEING! I just need to be single and to have fun. If you really want me, you would wait BUT WON'T FORCE ME TO BE WITH YOU. I FEEL LIKE I AM CHOKED BY YOU!
You aren't even sweet, you aren't even romantic, and you keep annoying me with texts and calls! I can't take it! Can't I have a few days to myself!?!
I am just so used to having no boyfriend at the moment. I AM NOT READY.
I had to make things clear.
For now, I don't want to be with anyone. I NEED friends. I have many but I can live without boyfriends for a while. I'm just very hurt from my last break up. I need a BREATHER. I need to heal first. It is almost a year but the wounds are still bleeding and hurt when someone promises to me and says they love me.
I'M SORRY that I cannot love back. But isn't it better that we know each other first? NOT ON THE SECOND DATE YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME ALREADY!?!
I would rather tell someone straight that I don't love them but I would want to know them better rather than saying that you love them too and giving them false hope?
Call me a snob but I would rather be called a snob rather than someone who uses and plays with feelings. It is better to know earlier than regret later.
· Tue Dec 03, 2013 @ 02:07pm · 0 Comments