sometimes i just hate myself. I am not very smart not very pretty and i'm trying for nothing. i have no talent i have nothing "GREAT" about me.
this is one of those times....
The one person that makes me feel good about myself some times makes me feel really bad. I try so hard to find things to talk about because i want your attention... and you take it like im being stupid. it DOES hurt my feelings when you just sit there and play a video game... you don't seem aware of how my mood crumbles in front of you. I dont expect you to notice but i just wish you could. your attention makes me feel good about myself like im actually doing something right. because most of the time i'm not. people only really like me when i pretend to be who im not.
im just ranting because im emotional right now.......
maybe i am being stupid...i just... want to talk to you..
· Mon Apr 22, 2013 @ 08:49am · 0 Comments