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So, I took a big step forward today.
I made an appointment for counseling.
As of recently, I've been pretty depressed about a lot of things and this isn't really something that has sparked out of the blue either.
After thinking about it for a while, I think I've been depressed since 9th grade or maybe even earlier.
It's not so much that I'm always unhappy.
It's more I'll have short spells of being happy with other people and then there's a long period of nothing and it's been like this on and off for a few years now.
And by "nothing" I mean, I just do nothing and am out of it for whatever reason it may be.
I have no drive in life.
Well, there are multiple reasons as to why I've been depressed and want to see a therapist, but the point is, I'm actually seeking help and that is a big step forward for me.
I am the type of person where when I have a problem, I want to figure it out and fix it on my own.
But I have problems that I've trying to fix since 9th grade that for some reason I can never make headway on.
And so, I believe a therapist can help.
So hopefully, this will help me figure some things out and help with my overall personality issues and whatnot.
This is so weird to think that I actually went to a therapist on my own, haha.
I remember my parents sent me to one in 9th grade for a couple weeks, but that didn't help at all because that woman was kinda bad at her job I think.
I remember I didn't want to go, but my parents sure had the right idea.
Well, hopefully I'll be able to better myself through this and figure some things out!
gaia_star
So, I took a big step forward today.
I made an appointment for counseling.
As of recently, I've been pretty depressed about a lot of things and this isn't really something that has sparked out of the blue either.
After thinking about it for a while, I think I've been depressed since 9th grade or maybe even earlier.
It's not so much that I'm always unhappy.
It's more I'll have short spells of being happy with other people and then there's a long period of nothing and it's been like this on and off for a few years now.
And by "nothing" I mean, I just do nothing and am out of it for whatever reason it may be.
I have no drive in life.
Well, there are multiple reasons as to why I've been depressed and want to see a therapist, but the point is, I'm actually seeking help and that is a big step forward for me.
I am the type of person where when I have a problem, I want to figure it out and fix it on my own.
But I have problems that I've trying to fix since 9th grade that for some reason I can never make headway on.
And so, I believe a therapist can help.
So hopefully, this will help me figure some things out and help with my overall personality issues and whatnot.
This is so weird to think that I actually went to a therapist on my own, haha.
I remember my parents sent me to one in 9th grade for a couple weeks, but that didn't help at all because that woman was kinda bad at her job I think.
I remember I didn't want to go, but my parents sure had the right idea.
Well, hopefully I'll be able to better myself through this and figure some things out!
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