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my good friend and ex girlfriend , Venus, being a daredevil she is..does meth and im terrified for her wellbeing- i believe she started 2 weeks ago.. and has takeken 12 pops so far.. she has also done cocaine but honestly i didnt mind with that as it is not nearly as bad as meth..which i never thought shed try..
meth causes so many bad effects that can show up in a few weeks or even months and i keep crying myself to sleep because of how much i worry..at lunch today i sat by self hiding from everyone cus i just ..idek..i think my empathy is a weakness point i have and a strong point.. i can understand some people but the weakness crying myself to sleep
yesterday i had thought i convinced her..but i was still worrying because it is highly addictive.. but today between classes she told me she lied and is doing more
i just hope to god she wont die..i keep having stupid people come up to me and tell me that shes gonna die..i really wanted to rip out their intestines and wear them as a scarf twisted sweatdrop last week she also told me how her neck was really itchy and meth makes people so itchy that theyll scratch off their flesh and drive them insane,im worried shell do that someday, i really hope i could figure something out..