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So, I'm writing this today, as I have been pretty depressed today. I thought that she might forgive me. I don't deserve it though. I know I don't. What I did, was wrong in so many ways. I don't know what to do. She doesn't want me anymore. I ******** up so bad. Why should she want me? I'm nobody. Just some guy. Just another a*****e. So, to explain what happened. As I'm sure all of you want to know, I was talking to her this morning. We talked awhile ago, and she showed me the signs that she liked me. Now, about a week later, I talked to her again, and we were having fun, I poked her, then tickled her. She ran away and I chased her down and hugged her, telling her I wouldn't tickle her. Then I went to her couch and had her sit down next to me. We started cuddling, then I said I had a gf. I didn't realize how much that would hurt her. It hurt her a lot, and I don't know if we'll ever be anything more than friends again. She is so perfect. We had this conversation this morning, and I can't stop thinking about it. All that is on my mind is how amazing she is, and how I don't deserve to be with her, and how I really want to be with her. I have a couple friends that tried to cheer me up, Brenda, Thank you so much, and Jean(nie) Thank you as well. Last, but definitely not least, thank you Marie for being there for me too. You all are really great friends.However, nobody can cheer me up, as I realize how much of an a*****e I am, and how much I want this girl to be mine. I know I ******** up. <3Terin
DyedHalo · Wed Jul 25, 2012 @ 11:24pm · 0 Comments |
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