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A few years ago in a computer class, I had an assignment to keep a blog and add to it regularly. This is one of them, entitled STFU and GTFO.

Finals, BLEH! I'm told I have to write another blog, but finals have gotten so much of my thoughts on them my brain is fried, I can't pull enough creativity together right now to come up with anything good. I'm a ahir away from being forced to drop out of high school and my life is officially going down the drain, I'm neck deep in the ocean with feet of stone and nothing but a lungful of air keeping me from death. But hey, whatever. I'm walking through the world like it's good to be alive, because I have the calm sense of knowing that everything will work out in the end.
And who's to say it wont? Just because modern society decided you need to graduate, go to college and have a family with a white picket fence, doesn't mean I want that. That's not my dream. My dream is to change the world. I want to be a global catalyst
. Whether I grow to be a noble leader with pure cause, reaching through the universe and spreading peace, or holding the world in my dark hands, infecting the earth with unimaginable destruction and chaos wherever I touch. For better or for worse, I will be remembered.
Will I raise those who helped make me who I am today on golden pedestals, or will I crush them within my grasp for challenging my creativity, and trying to kill who I want to be? I don't know yet. My quest is not to become rich and famous, I don't want to be a model or a movie star, or create some math equation no one will ever use. Heed my words, for under my reach the world will change in the shadows of my palm. There will be no rebellion against my name; there will be no escape from my rule. I am change.