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When I see you, my heart sings
When your sweet voices calls me, I grow wings
To fly to your every whim and need

But did you know...I also have needs?
I feel pain, and anger, sadness and regret
The weight of my pains is like a debt
One that I fear to burden you with, I don't want to scare you away
Without you by my side, I would die in a day

But am I truly keeping you happy?
I know this sounds sappy
But my heart is confused,
My mind is lost,
I cannot bear staying too long in my thoughts

I cry for you with my silent voice,
While holding the strong, silent poise
'I need help too, please help me!' It's true
My voice is not loud, but it still tries to reach you

I try so hard, just to keep you to me
But I fear it may not have been meant to be
But still I fight, blind to what most see
In hopes for a happier ending
For both you and me...