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I smiled at school and it never left my face,
Today I wanted to get a hug from you so I lied,
I said I was sad, you asked why.
I didn't know if you were for real, but i told the truth,
you madee me think turns I was sad,
You gave me a hug I smiled and walked away,
But when I got home I pondered the thought,
why was I sad?
I had never told anyone but you,
The things they say, the things they do,
It hurts me.
I felt a tickle on my cheek going down,
A tear.
At first I wiped it away and laughed at myself.
But then I though again why was I sad,
I played a .ist of what they all say,
Whore
Hoe
Pig
Cow
Slut
Scank
Freak
Stupid
B*tch
Smelly
Beast
Devil
And I burst into tears at the memory of being called a Cnt,
I remembered more words and could still remember what they did,
I cried I've never cried to anyone like this they all think i'm so strong,
I mean something to little kids and my friends They think I will always stand they think those things don't hurt me, I like that I want to keep that they wont see me cry like I am now but I don't think I'll last....