Phew.....The last couple of days has been horrible!
But its all better now. Well its GETTING better. Still a lot of work to do on myself and my temper, but slowly over time that will come.
I decided to call in sick today, so I could get some much needed rest, and catch up on things that Ive just let go.
And Im in a fantastic mood! Already spoke to Brayden this morning and Im surprised how much he loves me, even though Ive been so horrible to him. I dont intend to ever do that again. I know Ive tried his patience and I feel as though Ive almost chased him away. Which is completely understandable, I mean, theres only so much he can take. Im so glad hes patient with me, and he's looked after me so well. If anyones shown me their commitment, its him. Im not jealous in our relationship anymore. I think its for this very reason. He is an angel, all I couldve ever asked for. Id do anything for him. I love him with all my heart and strength.. heart And without him, I would be a very lonely woman indeed.
Ohh I love you my gorgeous mushyhead! Where would I be without you..?
Well I should go back to bed, because Im really tired, so I'll finish this journal entry later razz
Hope you all slept well my little Gaia chickens razz
Ohh and I can't wait to see my boyfriend tonight!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you all have a good day biggrin
PS: I have a ton of avy art to finish today! :/
But its all better now. Well its GETTING better. Still a lot of work to do on myself and my temper, but slowly over time that will come.
I decided to call in sick today, so I could get some much needed rest, and catch up on things that Ive just let go.
And Im in a fantastic mood! Already spoke to Brayden this morning and Im surprised how much he loves me, even though Ive been so horrible to him. I dont intend to ever do that again. I know Ive tried his patience and I feel as though Ive almost chased him away. Which is completely understandable, I mean, theres only so much he can take. Im so glad hes patient with me, and he's looked after me so well. If anyones shown me their commitment, its him. Im not jealous in our relationship anymore. I think its for this very reason. He is an angel, all I couldve ever asked for. Id do anything for him. I love him with all my heart and strength.. heart And without him, I would be a very lonely woman indeed.
Ohh I love you my gorgeous mushyhead! Where would I be without you..?
Well I should go back to bed, because Im really tired, so I'll finish this journal entry later razz
Hope you all slept well my little Gaia chickens razz
Ohh and I can't wait to see my boyfriend tonight!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you all have a good day biggrin
PS: I have a ton of avy art to finish today! :/
