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Im so damn tired of my life! Im tired of it always being about me and no one else. I so sick of it and yet this entry is gona be all about me so leave now if you wana insult me cause yes i know im a hypocrite you dont have to tell me. I hate having feelings that i shouldnt i hate being all alone i hate that im not happy with my body i ahte that i dont try harder. i hate that all i do is talk about s**t but never do anything about it. i hate my life sometimes and i do niothing t o change it. i hate homework it sucks and i hate tha i procrastinate ALLL the time. I hate that i think no one will ever find me attractive and i hate that its so hard to find something your looking for when you dont know what it is. I hate some of the things i do and i hate the feeling of guilt and i hate lieing and i hate so much. Yet i know my life could be so much worse and here i am bitching and moaning about a life that is soo good to millions of people. I dont think i deserve the way i live but i dont wantto give it up either. so until i find the strength i need to change this is me and im going to have to accept that.
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