Why is this world full of hatred and depression?
Is there anyone there?
Is there anyone who will extend a warm hand of love and break through this dismal darkness that is all around me?
Is there someone who will pick me up with a smile on their face as they help me pick up the shattered remains that is my heart?
Is there someone who will hold me and tell me that everything is alright?
Is there someone who can say “I love you” with a smile on their face and warmth in their eyes and mean it?
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Has everything been a joke to you?
Have you been laughing at me behind my back?
Has the love you have shown me all been a lie?
Have you just been using me and abusing my love for you?
Has this all been just some sick game to you?
Have I played your sick game and lost?
Is my prize for failure your lies and a broken heart?
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You can all point and laugh.
You can all make fun of me as I sit quietly and take it.
You can all use me for your sick, twisted games of amusement.
You can all have your conscience eat away at your hearts and your souls as
You cry and beat yourselves up as you all watch me drag the cold, sharp
blade across my wrist and free myself from your abuse.
You can all watch as my life pools at your feet and you all drown in it.
I was just a pawn in your games until I went away.
As I went away, slowly leaving this world you all realized that I was alive.
You all realized that you beat up my feelings and emotions so badly.
That you killed me
But you realized this all too late
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I seek an escape
I seek an escape from all of the pain and abuse
I seek an escape from all of the sharp words of yours that pierce my heart and mind
I seek an escape from this anger that is burning deep inside of me
I seek an escape from it all
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What is this feeling?
What is this hot feeling deep inside of my soul?
What is this feeling that makes me so alive and yet dead at the same time?
What is this feeling that gives me life and a new purpose?
This feeling
This feeling is a mixture of all of my pain and anger
This feeling drives me
This feeling tells me to take revenge against all those who have hurt me
This feeling tells me to kill them all the same way that they killed me so that
they can feel my pain
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It feels cold
It feels cold but assuring
It tells me that all of the pain can disappear in one quick stroke
It whispers to me all that will come if I do what it wants
It tells me that bliss and an escape from all of the pain and suffering will all go away
All I have to do is listen to its cold, soothing voice
All I have to do is drag its cold sharpness across my skin
All I have to do is watch my life slowly pool around me
All it takes is one quick stroke and it’s over
Forever
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Do you know I’m alive?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Do you realize all of the pain I am in because of you?
Do you realize what you’re doing to me?
Do you realize that what you’re doing is slowly killing me on the inside?
Is this a game for you?
Is my pain a source of sick entertainment for you?
Will you laugh at me as long as you can play your little game?
Will you laugh at me when I tell you that if you don’t stop I will leave?
Will you laugh when you figure out what I meant?
Will you laugh when you come to torture me and you see me lying in a pool of my own blood?
Will you laugh when you see the blade in my hand and the not on my chest?
Will you laugh when you see that it is all your fault?
What will you do?
Will that smile stay on your face?
Will you walk away and move on to your next victim?
Will you continue to torture them until they think that the only way to escape you is by taking their own life?
When will you stop?
When will you learn that your little games get people killed?
When will you learn?
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When will it all stop?
When will all of the pain go away?
When will I stop crying myself to sleep every night?
Will the pain ever leave my heart?
Will I ever be able to pick up the pieces of my heart and put them back together?
Will Love’s warm light ever shine down upon my soul and bring it out of the darkness and into the light?
Will I ever see the light?
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Is there anyone who will extend a warm hand of love and break through this dismal darkness that is all around me?
Is there someone who will pick me up with a smile on their face as they help me pick up the shattered remains that is my heart?
Is there someone who will hold me and tell me that everything is alright?
Is there someone who can say “I love you” with a smile on their face and warmth in their eyes and mean it?
-----------------------------------------
Has everything been a joke to you?
Have you been laughing at me behind my back?
Has the love you have shown me all been a lie?
Have you just been using me and abusing my love for you?
Has this all been just some sick game to you?
Have I played your sick game and lost?
Is my prize for failure your lies and a broken heart?
-----------------------------------------
You can all point and laugh.
You can all make fun of me as I sit quietly and take it.
You can all use me for your sick, twisted games of amusement.
You can all have your conscience eat away at your hearts and your souls as
You cry and beat yourselves up as you all watch me drag the cold, sharp
blade across my wrist and free myself from your abuse.
You can all watch as my life pools at your feet and you all drown in it.
I was just a pawn in your games until I went away.
As I went away, slowly leaving this world you all realized that I was alive.
You all realized that you beat up my feelings and emotions so badly.
That you killed me
But you realized this all too late
---------------------------------------------
I seek an escape
I seek an escape from all of the pain and abuse
I seek an escape from all of the sharp words of yours that pierce my heart and mind
I seek an escape from this anger that is burning deep inside of me
I seek an escape from it all
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What is this feeling?
What is this hot feeling deep inside of my soul?
What is this feeling that makes me so alive and yet dead at the same time?
What is this feeling that gives me life and a new purpose?
This feeling
This feeling is a mixture of all of my pain and anger
This feeling drives me
This feeling tells me to take revenge against all those who have hurt me
This feeling tells me to kill them all the same way that they killed me so that
they can feel my pain
--------------------------------------------
It feels cold
It feels cold but assuring
It tells me that all of the pain can disappear in one quick stroke
It whispers to me all that will come if I do what it wants
It tells me that bliss and an escape from all of the pain and suffering will all go away
All I have to do is listen to its cold, soothing voice
All I have to do is drag its cold sharpness across my skin
All I have to do is watch my life slowly pool around me
All it takes is one quick stroke and it’s over
Forever
--------------------------------------------
Do you know I’m alive?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Do you realize all of the pain I am in because of you?
Do you realize what you’re doing to me?
Do you realize that what you’re doing is slowly killing me on the inside?
Is this a game for you?
Is my pain a source of sick entertainment for you?
Will you laugh at me as long as you can play your little game?
Will you laugh at me when I tell you that if you don’t stop I will leave?
Will you laugh when you figure out what I meant?
Will you laugh when you come to torture me and you see me lying in a pool of my own blood?
Will you laugh when you see the blade in my hand and the not on my chest?
Will you laugh when you see that it is all your fault?
What will you do?
Will that smile stay on your face?
Will you walk away and move on to your next victim?
Will you continue to torture them until they think that the only way to escape you is by taking their own life?
When will you stop?
When will you learn that your little games get people killed?
When will you learn?
------------------------------------------------------------------
When will it all stop?
When will all of the pain go away?
When will I stop crying myself to sleep every night?
Will the pain ever leave my heart?
Will I ever be able to pick up the pieces of my heart and put them back together?
Will Love’s warm light ever shine down upon my soul and bring it out of the darkness and into the light?
Will I ever see the light?
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